This last night I have been pondering if my exuberant drug use can be attributed to the fact that I am so goddamn lonely once again? I was fine for a while, floating along, but I once again feel that I need that something extra in my life, something a friend cant give.
Problem seems to be that men don't like me. Or if they do, they don't say so. But then again why would someone, there is nothing redeemable here. Just the crushed spirit of another lonely gay man who wants something a little more meaningful and much less trivial.
But when do things ever go my way?
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
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