And when you do...

Don't think. Seriously, thinking is the counterpart to living. It hinders your ability to enjoy, to be carefree. Its your worst enemy.

But of course if you choose to follow this advice you have to accept the fact that there will be consequences. They are a natural part of living that lifestyle. Don't do something and act surprised when they fall upon you, cause the obviousness of them is overwhelming, so blatantly obvious that there is no way you can not see the coming. Its really up to you if you are prepared to deal with them when they come around. If not, continue to live your life as you do, safe and secure.

But its only when you let go of everything that you can be truly free. There will be people who will look down on you for this, and rightly so. But among others you will gain massive respect. I can't assure you that it will be shown, but it will definitely be there.

In the end you will come to realize that you are a fuck up, but thats ok. There is nothing wrong with leading a life of mediocrity, so long as thats how you get to do the things you want to do. If you are born to fuck up, there isn't alot you can do to change that. But its better than sitting around being a mopey shit about it, cause then you're in a bigger cage than you were before.

In all honesty you should probably disregard everything that has been said, as it is the inane ramblings of a druggie moron who has given up.


But at least I'm free. And I can feel it every minuet of everyday. And i don't think i would have it any other way.